i am...

a bitch
an idiot

i'm so sorry about it. you won't ever know, but it's the truth.
i'm really sorry i acted like this for 3 years now.
yeah, i can't stand it, it's new for me, i never saw you with a man before. and even though i know he's really an awesome person, there's something inside of me that.. i don't know, i can't handle it. and today i regret everything i've done to make him feel uncomfortable.