because we just need more refined version of mayhem.

I keep telling myself,
I'm not the desperate type.

Folie à deux

welcome to my past.

let go

try to let go.
lets forget it, forget it all.
shall we?
this is it then.

y me olvidé lo que realmente venía a decir.
move along, move along.

arg-ngr
chau

edit:
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welcome to my f. paradise

it doesn't feel right, does it?
it didn't feel ok, did it?
it's done. at least that's what i think.

doesn't feel amazing when you feel everything's in it's right place?

Somehow everything's gona fall
right into place.
If we only had a way
to make it all fall faster everyday.

it feels like screaming my lungs out.
& i love it.

on my own, here we go!

(maldita ciclotimia)

Don't make it look so pretty burning.


grr, detesto no poder hacer nada.
y están todos mal, yy tal vez nunca nada estuvo bien por acá.

justo cuando creí que las cosas se encaminaban.

NADA!

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you


I’m in the middle of nothing
And that’s where I want to be
Well, at the bottom of everything
I finally start to believe

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)

And I swear to God I’ll have found myself in the end


Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.

canciones, canciones, canciones everywhere. no puedo escribir.
y NADA

i guess is not ok.

this sucks

thekidisalright










LJ.

fate fell short this time.

you know

With a thousand lies and a good disguise
hit'em right between the eyes.
When you walk away, nothing more to say.
See the lightning in your eyes,
see'em running for their lives.

Man, he never had a chance.
And no one even knew it was really only you.

Nice work you did.
You’re gonna go far, kid.

(you always cheer me up.) -.

right direction

Avanzo y escribo
decido el camino
las ganas que quedan se marchan
con vos

y ahora es cuando me quedo sin nada que decir.
grr, no puedo escribir, no puedo escribir (no quiero?).

menos mal que la influencia de MP
siempre está para subirme el ánimo.

Probaste luna
y bebiste cielo.
Y a veces sueñas con volver
A los viejos buenos tiempos.

darknight

Things have to get worse before they get better.

Fake plastic trees

I haven't been this scared
In a long time
And I'm so unprepared

incredible, incredible,
freaking amazing night.

si había alguien adelanta tuyo que iba a pasar,
como terminé chocandome con vos?
creo que calculé mal.

y el perdón repetido
wtf?! i suck.

This world's an ugly place,
i bet you know. youve got your bag

(i still owe you a letter, you know? just wait & see).

AT (this is SICK).

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Adjectives which describe your type:
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty.

These subjects could interest you:
literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics.

Take the test!

Este es el fin de los tests, i swear. (Además si no se entendió acá mi carácter, no se entiende más(?)).

THIS is sick

You are Gold Cheetah, who possesses feminine attraction under your bold and youthful attitude.
You are very modern up-to-date woman.
Unlike your kindly appearance, you tend to be short tempered and rather too sensitive and sharp.
You are really a clear-cut type of person, and can be hard minded.
When young, you will go straight to whatever you are aimed at, and therefore you may experience clash of ideas with your parents.
You hate compromising, and may wish to quickly leave home and live on your own.
Once you have set an objective, you will put in your maximum effort to achieve the goal.
You will also use anything to get what you want, and this may seem rather attractive and cute to others.
In ordinary every day life, you can differentiate your ideals and reality.
You tend to think hard about interests and calculation.
You are a quick minded person, and therefore can carry out things cheerfully.
You are very humane, easy to get on with, and honest.
Your characteristic is that you look very logical sort of person at first.
Your realistic personality is better suited to stay working rather than to become a housewife.
You will be able to keep both your career and your family.
If you stay just as a house wife, you can be rather too strict on education, and become a nagging mother.

doubutsu uranai

this is a lie

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

splitting the DNA

about you

you are an experiencer

Your inquisitive nature, imagination, and hands-on practicality make you an EXPERIENCER.

Although you have an active imagination, you also concern yourself with the functional elements of things.

You are willing to experiment to find things that work the most efficiently.

Getting stuck in certain habits is boring to you—you'd rather find new experiences.

Accordingly, experiences are more important to you than objects—you'd rather spend your money and energy on events and adventures than on material things.

You like to contemplate a lot of options before making a decision, and you're willing and able to consider a lot of different angles to problems.

You're open to suggestions, and often rely on others to assess the merit of those suggestions.

You have an ability to see the big picture—not just how things are, but how they could be—in a variety of situations.

You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.

You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.


If you want to be different:

Have faith that your imagination and practicality will complement each other, and lead to good decisions on your part.

Take the initiative in seeking things out—don't wait for them to come to you.

how you relate to others

you are faithful

Your trust in others, respect for tradition, and caring nature make you FAITHFUL.

Maintaining a few intimate relationships is more important to you than knowing a lot of people, and you share a lot with your close friends.

Those who have managed to get close to you value your camaraderie, and they know that they can trust you with anything; you're a good listener.

While you can usually see several sides of an argument, you often have a strong opinion as to which side is correct—the order of things is usually clear to you.

Your perspective on the world is based on careful observation, and you know a lot about how people feel in—and react to—many situations.

Your exploration of others' feelings has led you to believe that although people generally act appropriately, having clear social rules is very important to a functional society.

Time alone for reflection is important to you—you are introspective and aware of your own feelings.

Faithful is as faithful does—you expect those with whom you are close to be loyal to you, and you take betrayal of your trust very seriously.


If you want to be different:

Some of the alternate perspectives that you understand may have more value than you give them credit for—keep in mind that right and wrong aren't always so clear-cut.

While you are able to reap the benefits of your time alone, and may see interacting with a lot of people as more tiring than exciting, remember that there is a lot to be learned from experiencing things and not just reflecting on them.