the NEW beginning

I'll be coming home next year.

y bueno, como le decia a alguien hace un ratito.
Año nuevo.. la eterna oportunidad de muchos para cambiar las cosas y pensar en un año nuevo mejor que el anterior.-
me incluyo totalmente. no puedo quejarme porque este año tuvo un monton de cambios y blabla. un monton de planteos, de dudas, aprendizajes. termine el bendito secundario & hasta aprobe uno de los dos ingresos a la universidad (no puedo creer que cada vez que hablo del tema me agarra la hyperness, HAHA). esto puede sonar triste (o no) pero hasta derrame muchísimas lagrimas menos que el año anterior, JAJAJA. puede sonar triste pero es increiblemente genial :P
mm que mas? Mario nombrando mi blog en la radio, en el programa mas escuchado de la argentina (oh my!), ir a Caigaaaa, conocer los estudios de CQC, volver a verlo y sacarme una foto con mi idolo en la R&P.
y cientos de momentos mas. mis cakies hermosas, los simbioticos (que recien los veo ahora a fin de año), volver a ver a mi lucy ♥, los giles del cole, la fiesta de egresados, las despedidas, las fotos, las sentadas, las giladas, la peta(!). todo.
este año fue TREMENDO en todo sentido.

listo. el mini pseudo balance del año desde mardel.
god bless charlie crews que le hizo tan bien a mi estado zen
& no se. que de logros este año.

espero que el 2009 los trate genial
y a mi tambien, en la uni (chan).

until next year.-

EVERlong

Tibby: Oh, man, you were right, and I was wrong, but I'm... I'm wrong about most people, so...
Bailey: The important thing is... you always change your mind about them.

Hey, it's me, Bailey. You don't have to use this in your movie or anything. Although, now that I think of it... fainting in Wallmans does kind of qualify me as a loser. But then again... wearing a price sticker on your forehead probably makes you one too. You know, I don't know, Tibby. Maybe the truth is there's a little bit of loser in all of us, you know? Being happy isn't having everything in your life to be perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things... like wearing these pants... or getting to a new level of "Dragon's Lair"... and making those count for more than the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it... and that's all we can ask for.

Nemo nisi mors - Nobody except death (will part us). (Inscription in the wedding ring of the Swedish Queen Katarina Jagellonica)

better than you ever felt it;

I finally did it!

going away to college.-

Ride the waves of the present moment (!)

You may be entering the most creative decade of your life as passionate Pluto moves through your 5th House of Self-Expression. Karmic issues involving children could alter your future, or you could find yourself in the most profound romance of your life. Whatever happens, be aware that you will be required to ride the waves of the present moment.
Learning how to be spontaneous could be the most important  s k i l l  to acquire at this time.

- It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine.
save it for the future.

(se copaba con el (!))

süsse träumen (!)

+ LEAVE THE PAST IN THE PAST.

(todo sigue en calma).-

ps: quien es el nuevo anónimo (no tan anónimo) que firmó GR?

anonymous

You are often the person that your friends and colleagues go to when they need a critical eye to assess a situation. Today, however, you are the one in need of the reality check. The problem is that you cannot rely on others right now, for they could inadvertently pull you off track even further. Delay an important decision for a day or two if at all possible. Once your analytical skills return you will know what to do next.

(exactly what i thought).
zen

it sucks the way sometimes i can get sick of it.
it equals all this situation that pisses me off without reason.
you certainly know how to make it.

am i gonna make it through these weeks?

ihaveto.
i've come to the conclusion i always fall for the wrong guy (random comment).

Adrián, ex anónimo (ahora ya tiene nombre, ja):
a mi también me pasó de perder todo el disco duro, pensé que era la muerte jaja.
me copa el inglés, tal vez demasiado. y si tenes mail mejor, así hablamos seguido, porque no da seguir chateando por blog(¿?)
HAHA (:

when love comes to town,

i run away

messed up

sometimes i get sick of myself.
its just a matter of waiting until the feeling is gone, isn't it?

charlie crews, what i would do without you?
what am i gonna do now!? D:

fuck i can't let this kill me, let go
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time to fix this problem
i need some more time to fix this

i'm talking to the ceiling, my life just lost all meaning.

(como me copé con esa canción, y blink en general).
estoy bien, pero esa canción siempre me pone re hyper.
& la calma, cortesía de Crews ♥
(se viene el skatepark tomorrow **)





PS:

Hey, ser Anónimo, identificate o.. no se, agregame(?)
me intriga saber quien sos! haha

the fear that gave me wings

& now I know you've always been out of your head, out of my head I sang.

& I wonder, when I sing along with you, if everything could ever feel this real forever.

If anything could be this good again, only I'll ever ask of you.

You gotta promise not to stop when I say when, she sang.

anybody?

[gracias al ser anonimo que me comento el otro dia. influencia bastante para que no deje de actualizar el blog. aunque ahora sea re weird.]


...mi vida destruiré, porque nada me importa, ya nada me importa
mil fuerzas agotare, mil sueños abandone, porque nada me importa, ya nada me importa
(cuando te vi supe que iba a ser muy triste)
hoy nada me importa.-

ps: aguante ese tema.

sick

por qué tenías que nombrar el blog en la radioooooooo!
nsadajkdnsajk

ahora no tengo mas ganas de actualizarlo.
es que simplemente con decir que no actualice mas, no lo hacia.

ni siquiera me salen las palabras GR
voy a tener que escribir later.

cause you said this was right

Time is changing everything;
forgetting all the memories.

what are you trying to prove?






- you fucked up my life.

- tomorrow holds such better days

You could get trapped in your own mind today and the more you try to think your way out, the more complicated it gets. Luckily, there is a not-so-obvious path through this dilemma, but you'll need to set aside your penchant for logical analysis. Your current escape route does not involve words. There is a non-verbal solution that requires you to follow your intuition and your dreams instead of the facts.

I never conquered, rarely came, sixteen just held such better days

Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
ISFJs are characterized above all by their desire to serve others, their "need to be needed." In extreme cases, this need is so strong that standard give-and-take relationships are deeply unsatisfying to them; however, most ISFJs find more than enough with which to occupy themselves within the framework of a normal life. (Since ISFJs, like all SJs, are very much bound by the prevailing social conventions, their form of "service" is likely to exclude any elements of moral or political controversy; they specialize in the local, the personal, and the practical.)
ISFJs are often unappreciated, at work, home, and play. Ironically, because they prove over and over that they can be relied on for their loyalty and unstinting, high-quality work, those around them often take them for granted--even take advantage of them. Admittedly, the problem is sometimes aggravated by the ISFJs themselves; for instance, they are notoriously bad at delegating ("If you want it done right, do it yourself"). And although they're hurt by being treated like doormats, they are often unwilling to toot their own horns about their accomplishments because they feel that although they deserve more credit than they're getting, it's somehow wrong to want any sort of reward for doing work (which is supposed to be a virtue in itself). (And as low-profile Is, their actions don't call attention to themselves as with charismatic Es.) Because of all of this, ISFJs are often overworked, and as a result may suffer from psychosomatic illnesses.
In the workplace, ISFJs are methodical and accurate workers, often with very good memories and unexpected analytic abilities; they are also good with people in small-group or one-on-one situations because of their patient and genuinely sympathetic approach to dealing with others. ISFJs make pleasant and reliable co-workers and exemplary employees, but tend to be harried and uncomfortable in supervisory roles. They are capable of forming strong loyalties, but these are personal rather than institutional loyalties; if someone they've bonded with in this way leaves the company, the ISFJ will leave with them, if given the option.
While their work ethic is high on the ISFJ priority list, their families are the centers of their lives. ISFJs are extremely warm and demonstrative within the family circle--and often possessive of their loved ones, as well. When these include Es who want to socialize with the rest of the world, or self-contained ITs, the ISFJ must learn to adjust to these behaviors and not interpret them as rejection. Being SJs, they place a strong emphasis on conventional behavior (although, unlike STJs, they are usually as concerned with being "nice" as with strict propriety); if any of their nearest and dearest depart from the straight-and-narrow, it causes the ISFJ major embarrassment: the closer the relationship and the more public the act, the more intense the embarrassment (a fact which many of their teenage children take gleeful advantage of). Over time, however, ISFJs usually mellow, and learn to regard the culprits as harmless eccentrics :-). Needless to say, ISFJs take infinite trouble over meals, gifts, celebrations, etc., for their loved ones--although strong Js may tend to focus more on what the recipient should want rather than what they do want.
Like most Is, ISFJs have a few, close friends. They are extremely loyal to these, and are ready to provide emotional and practical support at a moment's notice. (However, like most Fs they hate confrontation; if you get into a fight, don't expect them to jump in after you. You can count on them, however, run and get the nearest authority figure.) Unlike with EPs, the older the friendship is, the more an ISFJ will value it. One ISFJ trait that is easily misunderstood by those who haven't known them long is that they are often unable to either hide or articulate any distress they may be feeling. For instance, an ISFJ child may be reproved for "sulking," the actual cause of which is a combination of physical illness plus misguided "good manners." An adult ISFJ may drive a (later ashamed) friend or SO into a fit of temper over the ISFJ's unexplained moodiness, only afterwards to explain about a death in the family they "didn't want to burden anyone with."
Those close to ISFJs should learn to watch for the warning signs in these situations and take the initiative themselves to uncover the problem.
 

Todo esta en calma.

Surprisingly you aren't willing to analyze things to the extreme today. You just know what you feel and that should be good enough now. Nevertheless, you must tread carefully, for Mercury's entry into Scorpio enables you to be overly sure of yourself, while Mars' square to elusive Neptune could encourage cloudy thinking.

I should know what I feel,
(shouldn't I?)

I know I'm not analyzing that much things (& I guess I'm better off that way). Also that I'm overly sure about myself & the future.

I can do this.

Despite all the noise & everything that happened today... I can't complain.



Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice, shame on me.

BREAK IT DOWN!

Personalidad Introvertida, Sensible y Reflexiva

Esta elección indica que es usted amante de un estilo de vida calmado y sencillo.

Usted es una persona con una capacidad de percepción de usted, y del ambiente que le rodea por encima del promedio.

Es muy probable que a usted le desagrade la superficialidad. Prefiere la soledad antes que tener que compartir charlas sin sentido

Podría existir en usted una tendencia a rechazar todo lo que sea superfluo y trivial, y a preferir aquello que sea práctico y de utilidad.

Sus relaciones con sus amigos son sólidas, y esto le brinda la tranquilidad y armonía interna que Usted desea.

Usted disfruta de prolongados periodos de soledad, y rara vez se aburre.

Los resultados de este test revelan solo las características más resaltantes de su personalidad, de ninguna manera excluyen otros rasgos, y se ofrece exclusivamente para fines de recreación.


- I rock too fast for love.

long, long time

[...] A veces creo que nada tiene sentido. En un planeta minúsculo, que corre hacia la nada desde millones de años, nacemos en medio de dolores, crecemos, luchamos, nos enfermamos, sufrimos, hacemos sufrir, gritamos, morimos, mueren y otros están naciendo para volver a empezar la comedia inútil.

Juan Pablo Castel, El Túnel de Ernesto Sábato.

forever the sickest kid;s

I screwed it up. I should have give you reasons to run away from you.
She did it wrong too. She stayed next to you, when she can't stand you.

(Drama's always next to us).

Randomness would be cooler, if it weren't about you. -

be careful, writting can be dangerous.

catastrophe(!)

I think you might have lost your charm.
This could be easier than I expected.
(Losing that feeling, I mean).

• Still I wanna help you. I need to help you.

the best part of seeing you leave,...

creo que me aleje de todo ese bendito drama justo a tiempo.

al parecer termino todo peor de lo que imaginaba.

payback is a bitch

everyone keeps moving on.
& i think is time to do the same thing over here (even if it kills me)

y no da para mas. me voy


...it's that you won't come back.

have a nice day (or weekend).

It's hard for you to stay on track today because your emotions may be different than what's happening in your outer world. You are not feeling very grounded now and your strategy may fall apart because it's not necessarily based upon real business cycles. Cutting back on your activities can help you concentrate your attention on the real work at hand.

Who are you to tell me if it’s black or white?

If there’s one thing I hang onto, it gets me through the night.

Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly. When the world gets in my face, I say 'Have A Nice Day'.

Take a look around you, nothing's what it seems. We’re living in a broken home of hopes and dreams, let me be the first to shake a helping hand.

When the world keeps trying to drag me down, I've gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.

y bueno. parece que los buenos días sí existen. y pueden presentarseles a cualquier persona, en el momento menos esperado (pero siempre son bienvenidos, obviously!).
fin de semana que comienza el jueves, con la decisión de no aparecer por el colegio al día siguiente. (oh que buena primera decisión para que comienzen los buenos tiempos... (let the good times roll).

paréntesis (ARRRRRRRRGHHHH, dejen de fastidarrrrrme!)

viernes, no madrugo, no me preocupo por nada. y a la noche juntada con sky para salir, etc. salida medio frustrada, pero tuvo su momento de gloria. después del chateo y antes de la peli. momento en medio de la madrugada (lets say 3.30am), donde comenzó la charla en las escaleritas de arriba, que dan a la terraza. charla que se extendió (y fue interrumpida por multiples sustos gracias al ruido del ascensor, chau música, hola sueño) hasta las 6 y algo, cuando notamos que amanecía & corrimos a casa a buscar la cámara, y las llaves de la terraza (cuando volvimos arriba notamos que estaba abierto...). fue bueno, salieron varias fotos buenas, y muchas otras editables. volver 7am a casa, para descubrir que daban Moulin Rouge en la tele, dormirnos, y levantarnos a las 11am para ver El club de las Divorciadas en la tele haha.
resto del dia: ocio. medianoche: cambio de horario (ARGH!). la noche dejó de ser productiva gracias al adelanto de la hora. pero vi a Dave Matthews Band & Stone Temple Pilots en el Pepsi Music ♥ y avancé con la tarea de física (hurra por mí).
domingo a la mañana: felíz día má! regalo (que me valió de unas merecidas disculpas por la noche anterior cuando casi no me saludan), sumale que fue una linda mañana (no tengo idea por qué), y que nos fuimos a lo de mis tíos a almorzar. lo que significó largas charlas con mi primo flogger y mi prima gran conocedora del tema, sobre cumbio, fotologs y cientos de derivados. ver como se planchaban el pelo, jugar con el perro, intentar sacarle una foto en el aire, sacar fotos afuera y a la family, al primo flogger, jugar con paletas&pelota con el primo flogger, etc. muy diver la tarde. me reí demasiado. increíblemente. volver y ver numb3rs. ver talento argentino y que Los Gauchos de Acero fueran seleccionados (yeaaaaah + cuernitos r&r(¿?)), tambien el biker de apellido Montaña (le encuentro una graciosa relación con su deporte/talento & provoca que no me olvide el apellido, el nombre te la regalo). tambien quedaron seleccionados el mago que bailaba con la novia, & entre baile y baile le cambiaba el color al vestido ** la chica quinceañera que cantaba I Will Always Love You con la mejor voz que jamás haya escuchado (& era más tierna!), y un titiritero que nunca vi, pero a mi má le encantaba.
Lo mejor de la noche: una lluvia increíble con rayos y relámpagos, re completa. thanks a lot E___E
Lunes a medio arruinar: si contabilizas las veces que los infradotados te dicen emo (sin siquiera saber la música que escuchás), lo densa que estuvieron las primeras 2 hs en bioestadística, el hecho de tener 5 hs de clase con la gente anteriormente denominada como infradotados, y el hecho de que casi nos amonestan a todos porque el rey de los imbéciles prendio fuego un papel adentro de una latita ¬¬'
Peeeero, tuvo su parte buena (oh sí!). Se pasó rápido, la de biología me dio toda la esperanza de que re-contra-aprobé la prueba y me salvo(?), vi dos series re copadas (mirá con que se contentaba la mina), y nada más. porque Caiga se me viene abajo con demasiada velocidad, e intenté grabar Cuál Es? como acostumbro a hacer, sólo que hoy no se grabó un triste sonido.

Un bajón lo del paro nacional, pero graciasssssssssssss por dejarme sin clases.
Un día más, un día menos (diría la locutora cualesiana).

ps: viste viste como sí puedo cometer errores (es casi inevitable para mí. eso me pasa por ser tan débil).
es como una enfermedad autosómica dominante, o tal vez una anomalía cromosómica lo que me afectó (como estoy con las enfermedades genéticas, aguante mi trabajo de neurofibromatosis que dio frutos!).

re largo y tedioso el post, pero tenía que escribir para descargarme un poco.
igual para variar, ya arruiné toda la emoción de estos días, so... back to normality.

- i'm sorry; (i never wanted to say that to you).

piedritas de colores

no se a qué viene el título. será que son semejantes (a la distancia) a... ilusiones (¿?)

I can't stop thinking about it.
What the hell went wrong with me last night?
I just couldn't stop. I wanted to talk to him all the time. And.. it's pretty awkward
I don't wanna this. I don't wanna.
I don't.
Cause then is me who ends fucked up, I refuse.

NOTICE what I found out: Late at night, first hours of the next day(?), I can only tell the truth, I mean sincerely. I can tell what I really think or feel. Pretty awesome what you can find out.

note: (not a lot right now makes sense to me).

i'll tell you what went wrong

the feeling i felt yesterday is already gone (thankfully!). but.. i still need time. i know it's not the same as before (& it sucks).

you wanna know a secret?
i can't move on from you. i just can't. it's hard. it's not like i still feel the same. it's awkward, confussing, and i don't like it.
i wanna talk, & i dont. what if you're with her?
& she didn't answer my last msg. something tells me.. she knows i know. or.. that's why she hasn't be on for a long, long time.
& the fact that i just saw you were listening to music doesn't help at all!

i just want this to end.

i wish i didn't have this necessity to talk to you.

because, seriously, it just makes me sick.
it brings me back to that night & the days after that. all that horrible feeling that made me feel nauseaus
& i can't help it. i saw your last.fm profile, i was curious & visit your site. reading that.. it's like nothing changed from some time ago (like a year. oh boy!).

edit: and you can bet i'll talk to you when i find some courage to do it.

ps: you erased me from your life. don't think of you as such an important person. you should know i can make you disappear in just a matter of secs. it was nice to know ya H, despite all.

saving grace

There’s too many people that we both love
and too many secrets I don’t wanna know.

but i'm leaving that behind.

who am I kidding?
(it never meant a thing to me).

what am I trying to find there?
I have no idea. It's obvious I won't have any sign that comes from you.
Cause you didn't appear in my life. I brought you back.

youI did this.

- I know I'm gonna regret it.

truth is...

It's one of the great tragedies of life — something always changes.

(it's a fact. if you're not inspired, you shouldn't force it).

you did this against this is sick.

you can do this. can i? its amazing how things change in a couple of months, years(¿?) maybe?
things aren't the same anymore. absolute failure.

to hell with everything

fuck i can't let this kill me, let go

you did good once a while. now.. you seem different. i wanna look like that too. new place, new life. that's what i need. & it feels so bad knowing i have to stay.
but just for a couple of years right?. i need so hope. i need to know im gonna move out of here.

i wanna love, i wanna leave.

 

are you sure?

debería dejar de hacerle caso a mi instinto, esa cosita que me dice 'no hagas esto porque... el resultado no va a ser bueno..., la vas a pasar mal, o lo que sea, X excusa'. porque al final pienso que tal vez me pude haber divertido, después te queda el arrepentimiento por no haber ido. pensas en toooooda la gente que podes haber visto (gente que muchas veces no tenes ganas de ver, y otra no te importa mucho & hasta desaparecen del mapa). momentos en que decís 'tendría que haber ido con las chicas', y otros en que decis 'se van con sus bestas, aka*: no estas ahí, aka*: te invitan a último momento, aka*: te quieren ahí?' AKA*: siento que no encajo. & no me digan que no cambió nada, porque el grupo cambió, no me siento bien ahí, se acuerdan de mi cuando ya no hay nadie más, no quiero estar ahí. y quiero.
estoy rara y no estoy mal. tengo ganas de quedarme y hacer lo de siempre, porque estoy bien (hasta que no lo estoy), me gusta hacer lo de siempre, hasta que me pongo a pensar...
tengo ganas de ver gente acá, aunque no tengo ganas de juntarme, y si lo pensas así.. es mejor ir allá y estar con gente que no tenes que conocer, que ni siquiera tenés que escuchar. btw, no quiero quedarme sola a ver tele eh, pero gracias.

where do I fit in?

1. aka=also known as
2. siempre leer la letra chiquita.
3. breaking the routine vs. runnin' wild (ya todos sabemos de que lado estoy, pero como me gustaría no ser yo por un día!).

thirdeye

The sky was gold, it was rose
And I wish it could get back there
Some place back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
It won't stop, I won't come down
And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given
Then I bumped again, and then I bumped again
And said: How do I get back there?

I want something else to get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say
Goodbye.

I believe in the sand beneath my toes.
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows.
And the four right chords can make me cry,
When I'm with you I feel like I could die.
And that would be all right, all right

When the plane came in she said she was crashing
We tripped on the urge to feel alive, but now I'm struggling to survive
And you hold me, and we are broken
Still it's all that I want to do... Just a little now

Feel myself with a head made of the ground
I'm scared, I'm not coming down,

& I won't run for my life

She's got her jaws now locked down in a smile
But nothing is all right, all right

misery

increíble como con el tiempo tenés que aprender a ceder, y cambiar horarios para ver a alguien

o

quedarte sin nada.

(y no queremos eso, no no. nadie lo quiere)

Life.

Charlie: It's like...
Reese: Living in the future?
Charlie: Actually, I thought about that, and it turns out there really is no future or past either.

(are you sure?)

Reese: Wow, that sounds like a lot of crap.
Charlie: A lot of life is a lot of crap.


y parece que abandoné (¿o me mudé?) por completo este lugar.
thekidisalright.

criminal mind

Penelope García. oh boy, I even love her name. Cause she's the man when it comes to analysis & investigation. She's amazing! I love the way she works for the FBI, & how she tries to help (even if she screwed it up the last time). The way she coded the system & how she tricked Lynch to caught him up in a hole LMAO.
Cause she's the kind of girl (or woman, if you want) I wanna be someday. So determinated, & she's so cool. García even died her hair pink ♥. Penelope learn by herself how to code when she was 18, after her parents died:
After my parents died, I kind of went off the rails for a while. I dropped out of CalTech. I lived underground, basically. But I kept teaching myself code.
I might know how it felt when that guy asked her out at the coffee shop. & how did she feel after it:
I let my guard down.
I want to do something that TRULLY matters. something important. big. huge if it's possible.
I like to think of myself... As a tireless crusader for world karma.
(i know it might not be the same, but sounds pretty cool though).

everything happens for a reason.

I might even take that as a personal quote. It's certainly true. (man! she's so smart).

& I LOVE the fact that thanks to that damn narcissist angel of death, she met David Lynch, and they start trying to backhack each other & doing geek staff at the FBI system, but ended up helping each other & solving the situation at the BAU office without any victims. I hope to see more about this almost romance in the future.

because we just need more refined version of mayhem.

I keep telling myself,
I'm not the desperate type.

Folie à deux

welcome to my past.

let go

try to let go.
lets forget it, forget it all.
shall we?
this is it then.

y me olvidé lo que realmente venía a decir.
move along, move along.

arg-ngr
chau

edit:
buscar fotocopias, comprar ropa, estudiar, hacernos bucles con C. (AJAJA), fiesta de J., dormir un rato, almuerzo en lo de mi grandma, cumple de mi cousin (aka: enano flogger), estudiar, numb3rs, TA+zapping+medium, dormir, cole (prueba de bioestadistica+prueba de biología), Cuál Es? ♥... y con suerte el martes paro (H)

welcome to my f. paradise

it doesn't feel right, does it?
it didn't feel ok, did it?
it's done. at least that's what i think.

doesn't feel amazing when you feel everything's in it's right place?

Somehow everything's gona fall
right into place.
If we only had a way
to make it all fall faster everyday.

it feels like screaming my lungs out.
& i love it.

on my own, here we go!

(maldita ciclotimia)

Don't make it look so pretty burning.


grr, detesto no poder hacer nada.
y están todos mal, yy tal vez nunca nada estuvo bien por acá.

justo cuando creí que las cosas se encaminaban.

NADA!

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you


I’m in the middle of nothing
And that’s where I want to be
Well, at the bottom of everything
I finally start to believe

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)

And I swear to God I’ll have found myself in the end


Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend,
Somewhere along in the bitterness.

canciones, canciones, canciones everywhere. no puedo escribir.
y NADA

i guess is not ok.

this sucks

thekidisalright










LJ.

fate fell short this time.

you know

With a thousand lies and a good disguise
hit'em right between the eyes.
When you walk away, nothing more to say.
See the lightning in your eyes,
see'em running for their lives.

Man, he never had a chance.
And no one even knew it was really only you.

Nice work you did.
You’re gonna go far, kid.

(you always cheer me up.) -.

right direction

Avanzo y escribo
decido el camino
las ganas que quedan se marchan
con vos

y ahora es cuando me quedo sin nada que decir.
grr, no puedo escribir, no puedo escribir (no quiero?).

menos mal que la influencia de MP
siempre está para subirme el ánimo.

Probaste luna
y bebiste cielo.
Y a veces sueñas con volver
A los viejos buenos tiempos.

darknight

Things have to get worse before they get better.

Fake plastic trees

I haven't been this scared
In a long time
And I'm so unprepared

incredible, incredible,
freaking amazing night.

si había alguien adelanta tuyo que iba a pasar,
como terminé chocandome con vos?
creo que calculé mal.

y el perdón repetido
wtf?! i suck.

This world's an ugly place,
i bet you know. youve got your bag

(i still owe you a letter, you know? just wait & see).

AT (this is SICK).

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Adjectives which describe your type:
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty.

These subjects could interest you:
literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics.

Take the test!

Este es el fin de los tests, i swear. (Además si no se entendió acá mi carácter, no se entiende más(?)).

THIS is sick

You are Gold Cheetah, who possesses feminine attraction under your bold and youthful attitude.
You are very modern up-to-date woman.
Unlike your kindly appearance, you tend to be short tempered and rather too sensitive and sharp.
You are really a clear-cut type of person, and can be hard minded.
When young, you will go straight to whatever you are aimed at, and therefore you may experience clash of ideas with your parents.
You hate compromising, and may wish to quickly leave home and live on your own.
Once you have set an objective, you will put in your maximum effort to achieve the goal.
You will also use anything to get what you want, and this may seem rather attractive and cute to others.
In ordinary every day life, you can differentiate your ideals and reality.
You tend to think hard about interests and calculation.
You are a quick minded person, and therefore can carry out things cheerfully.
You are very humane, easy to get on with, and honest.
Your characteristic is that you look very logical sort of person at first.
Your realistic personality is better suited to stay working rather than to become a housewife.
You will be able to keep both your career and your family.
If you stay just as a house wife, you can be rather too strict on education, and become a nagging mother.

doubutsu uranai

this is a lie

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

splitting the DNA

about you

you are an experiencer

Your inquisitive nature, imagination, and hands-on practicality make you an EXPERIENCER.

Although you have an active imagination, you also concern yourself with the functional elements of things.

You are willing to experiment to find things that work the most efficiently.

Getting stuck in certain habits is boring to you—you'd rather find new experiences.

Accordingly, experiences are more important to you than objects—you'd rather spend your money and energy on events and adventures than on material things.

You like to contemplate a lot of options before making a decision, and you're willing and able to consider a lot of different angles to problems.

You're open to suggestions, and often rely on others to assess the merit of those suggestions.

You have an ability to see the big picture—not just how things are, but how they could be—in a variety of situations.

You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.

You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.


If you want to be different:

Have faith that your imagination and practicality will complement each other, and lead to good decisions on your part.

Take the initiative in seeking things out—don't wait for them to come to you.

how you relate to others

you are faithful

Your trust in others, respect for tradition, and caring nature make you FAITHFUL.

Maintaining a few intimate relationships is more important to you than knowing a lot of people, and you share a lot with your close friends.

Those who have managed to get close to you value your camaraderie, and they know that they can trust you with anything; you're a good listener.

While you can usually see several sides of an argument, you often have a strong opinion as to which side is correct—the order of things is usually clear to you.

Your perspective on the world is based on careful observation, and you know a lot about how people feel in—and react to—many situations.

Your exploration of others' feelings has led you to believe that although people generally act appropriately, having clear social rules is very important to a functional society.

Time alone for reflection is important to you—you are introspective and aware of your own feelings.

Faithful is as faithful does—you expect those with whom you are close to be loyal to you, and you take betrayal of your trust very seriously.


If you want to be different:

Some of the alternate perspectives that you understand may have more value than you give them credit for—keep in mind that right and wrong aren't always so clear-cut.

While you are able to reap the benefits of your time alone, and may see interacting with a lot of people as more tiring than exciting, remember that there is a lot to be learned from experiencing things and not just reflecting on them.

s.o.s.o.s.o.s.o.s.

I'm sick of always hearing sappy love songs on the radio. This place is fucking cursed in it's plague, and I can't ever escape when my heart it explodes.
I can't forgive, can't forget, can't give in what went wrong. Cause' you said this was right, you fucked up my life.

I'm kicking, out fiercly at the world around me,
What went wrong?
I'm kicking, out fiercly at the world around me,
What went wrong?
I'm kicking, out fiercly at the world around me,
What went wrong?
I'm kicking, out fiercly at the world around me,
What went wrong?

I'm kicking.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

too easy to complicate.

You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you, my little decoy. Don't look so blue, you should've seen right though... I'm using you, my little decoy.
I'm not sorry at all, I won't be sorry at all. I'd do it over again
clevertrick.

honestly, it breaks my heart,
i've got weak constitution.

Miserable At Best

And the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.

whatever tomorrow brings

How many do you think will really remember you?
i've asked myself that question way too many times.

You can’t have any idea of what you left behind to leave for nothing.
hell yeah i know. that's why im still here, dont you think?

You’re still on that same dead end, but there’s no room to turn around.
oh yeah

Friends heal everything, healing was never an option.
i guess so. i used to think failure wasn't an option. oh wait, i still think the same.

what's been going on with music lately? it looks like it has control over me.

i'll be there (you can bet on that).

nothing in particular.

I watched you disappear into the clouds
swept away into another town

the world carries on without you
but nothing remains the same
I’ll be lost without you
until the last of days

i'm lost. it might be time for the green sweater again.
- ...and I’m an island.

smoke on the water

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqZFX3_B7rE
no puedo creer que empecé riéndome!
son tremendos **

Apologize for the past

Fuck I can't let this kill me
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this

I'm talkin to the ceiling
My life just lost all meaning

I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this (me?)

it's ok, you did the right thing.
(i wouldn't have accepted me either).

this is it

my second chance right here, right now; actually it was last thursday.
(Wanna make a change right here right now, wanna live a life like you somehow, wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile).

I never said I'd leave the city.
I never said I'd leave this town. (liar).

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry I'll make everything alright
All these things that I've done now what have I become
And where I'd go wrong

this could be even more pathetic, but there's no time.

almost there, going nowhere.

VR

el amor es un negocio. el que demanda, pierde; y el que no oferta no gana.

annoyed

creo que no hay cosa que me moleste mas que, que me obliguen a explicar algo de lo que no tengo ganas de hablar. pero lo detesto. grr, si que hay gente que sabe como ponerme de mal humor eh... la pucha.
al menos ya lo dije, y sino lo iba a dejar acá (you don't have to worry), lo voy a dejar anyway. later.

We never stop to wonder how it feels from the other side.
But nothing lasts forever when stupid turns to clever,

GINASFS

And I've traced your shadows on the wall.
Now I kiss them whenever I'm down,
whenever I'm down.
Figured on,
not figuring myself out.

lucky bastard.

and so long good..

me encanta que se acuerden de mi. oh sí.
tanto como para olvidarse de verme tres veces.

Forget me,
it's that simple.

-bye

trastorno.

Trastorno de personalidad paranoide
Las personas con personalidad paranoide proyectan su propio conflicto y hostilidad hacia los otros. En general son frías y distantes. Encuentran intenciones hostiles y malévolas detrás de actos triviales, inocentes o incluso positivos y reaccionan con suspicacia a los cambios. [...] Aunque suelen trabajar en relativo aislamiento, pueden ser eficientes y concienzudos.

Trastorno de personalidad esquizoide
Las personas con trastorno de personalidad esquizoide son introvertidas, ausentes y solitarias. Parecen frías y distantes. Con frecuencia están absortas en sus propios pensamientos y sentimientos y temen la aproximación y la intimidad con otras personas. Poco habladoras, sueñan despiertas y prefieren la especulación teórica a la acción. La fantasía es un modo frecuente de enfrentarse a la realidad.

Trastorno de personalidad esquizotípica
Las personas con una personalidad esquizotípica, igual que aquellas con trastorno de personalidad esquizoide, se encuentran emocional y socialmente aisladas. Tambien desarrollan pensamientos, percepciones y comunicaciones extrañas. Aunque estas rarezas son parecidas a las de personas con esquizofrenia, y aunque la personalidad esquizotípica se encuentra a veces en la gente con esquizofrenia antes de que la desarrollen, la mayor parte de los adultos con personalidad esquizotípica no desarrolla esquizofrenia. Algunas personas muestran signos de pensamiento mágico (la idea de que una acción particular puede controlar algo que no tiene ninguna relación con esto). La gente con una personalidad esquizotípica puede tener también ideas paranoides.

Trastorno de personalidad antisocial
Las personas con personalidad antisocial, muestran insensibilidad por los derechos y sentimientos ajenos. A pesar de los problemas o el daño que causen a otros por su comportamiento antisocial, no sienten remordimientos o culpabilidad. Al contrario, racionalizan cínicamente su comportamiento. [...] Tienen una esperanza de vida inferior a la media, pero entre los supervivientes, esta situación tiende a disminuir o a estabilizarse con la edad.

Trastorno de personalidad límite
Las personas con una personalidad límite, mayormente mujeres, son inestables en la percepción de su propia imagen, en su humor, en su comportamiento y en sus relaciones personales (a menudo tormentosas e intensas). [...] Si se sienten abandonadas y solas pueden llegar a preguntarse si realmente existen (esto es, no se sienten reales).

Trastorno de personalidad evitadora
La gente con una personalidad evitadora es muy sensible al rechazo y teme comenzar relaciones o alguna cosa nueva por la posibilidad de rechazo o de decepción. Estas personas tienen un fuerte deseo de recibir afecto y de ser aceptadas. Sufren mucho por su aislamiento y su falta de habilidad para relacionarse cómodamente con los demas. Al contrario de aquellas con una personalidad límite, las personas con un trastorno de personalidad evitadora no responden con cólera al rechazo; en lugar de eso, se presentan tímidas y retraídas. El trastorno de personalidad evitadora se parece mucho a la fobia social.

Trastorno de personalidad obsesivo compulsiva
Las personas de personalidad obsesivo compulsiva son formales, confiables, ordenadas y metódicas pero a menudo no se adaptan a los cambios. Son cautos y analizan todos los aspectos de un problema, lo que dificulta tomar decisiones. Toman sus responsabilidades con tanta seriedad que no soportan los errores y prestan tanta atención a los detalles que no completan sus tareas. En consecuencia, estas personas pueden entretenerse en los medios para realizar una tarea y olvidar su objetivo. Sus responsabilidades les crean ansiedad y raramente encuentran satisfacción en sus logros. Pueden sentirse desligadas de sus sentimientos e incómodas con sus relaciones u otras situaciones que no controlan, con lo impredecible o cuando deben confiar en otros.

Trastorno	Grado
Paranoide	BAJO
Esquizoide	MODERADO
Esquizotipico	MODERADO
Histrionico	BAJO
Antisocial	BAJO
Narcisista	BAJO
Limite	MODERADO
Obsesivo	MODERADO
Dependiente	BAJO
Evitador	MODERADO

Test de trastorno de la personalidad

y mi día sigue mejorando eh.

-COBOS

"No pienso renunciar", afirmó el vicepresidente esta mañana a una maraña de micrófonos que lo esperaban en la puerta de su casa tras su crucial decisión de ayer en el Senado. "La institucionalidad también se logra preservando la figura del vicepresidente", añadió. [...]

Luego, ante una consulta de los periodistas sobre la posibilidad de que la jefa del Estado le pida que dé un paso al costado, fue contundente: "Si se me pide la renuncia se va a estar afectando la institucionalidad. No se le puede pedir la renuncia de alguien que fue elegido por la misma cantidad de votos que la Presidenta".

"Según mi conciencia". "Espero que el país entre en otra etapa. Ojalá que se entienda el mensaje que quise dar. Mi decisión la tomé conforme a mis convicciones, a mis principios. Hubiera querido que el proyecto quedara una semana más en comisión", señaló Cobos. "Actué de acuerdo a mi conciencia", repitió cansado por el trajín legislativo. [...]

"Que la historia me juzgue". En la madrugada, Cobos había justificado su voto en contra de las retenciones con exposición cargada de frases fuertes.

"Que la historia me juzgue, pido perdón si me equivoco. Mi voto no es positivo, mi voto es en contra." De esta manera, el compañero de fórmula de Cristina Kirchner, se manifestó en contra de la resolución 125 y generó un escenario de inédita derrota para el kirchnerismo.

El vicepresidente habló luego de una larga alocución, en la que planteó la posibilidad de que la Cámara alta plantee otra alternativa con mayor consenso. "Les pido que evalúen la posibilidad de pasar a un cuarto intermedio para encontrar una solución que es la que está esperando la ciudadanía, sin mezquindades de cada uno de los sectores, porque el país está mirándonos", dijo.

Su idea no fue aceptada. "Jesús les dijo a sus discípulos: «Lo que tengamos que hacer, hagámoslo rápido»", disparó el presidente del bloque de senadores del FPV, Miguel Angel Pichetto. La negativa de otros senadores acortó la agonía del kirchnerismo.

Entonces, llegó la definición más esperada. "La Presidenta de los argentinos, nos va entender. Me va a entender. Porque no creo que sirva una ley que no de la solución a este conflicto. La historia me juzgará, no se cómo", señaló Cobos con gestos de nervios.

"Mi voto no es positivo, mi voto es en contra", sentenció cuando faltaban pocos minutos para las 4.30. [...]

La Nación

(no querría haber estado en tu lugar. pensar que te tenía como.. no se, un títere(?), no te veía hablar o hacer algo. y de repente pasas a tener la responsabilidad más grande. la tercera vez que sucede esto y no lo hiciste nada mal. que complicado estuvo, 5 horas mirando la votación.. cómo me desvelé. y los festejos del campo! igual hay que ver como sigue todo esto...)

CAMPO-

La vigilia en Palermo
Euforia del campo tras la votación
Buzzi calificó de "maravilloso" el resultado y sostuvo que permitirá construir "un país federal"; según Llambías, "Cobos se comportó como un patriota"; la Comisión de Enlace se reúne esta tarde.

Los dirigentes del campo festejaron en Palermo el rechazo del Senado al proyecto oficial de las retenciones y elogiaron la "actitud de valentía y la acción democrática" del vicepresidente Julio Cobos, que votó en contra de la iniciativa.

Eduardo Buzzi, de la Federación Agraria Argentina (FAA); Mario Llambías, de Confederaciones Rurales Argentinas (CRA); Luciano Miguens, de la Sociedad Rural Argentina (SRA), y Hugo Biolcati, de Coninagro, expresaron su alegría al grito de "Argentina", primero, y luego entonaron el Himno Nacional.

Buzzi calificó de "maravilloso" el resultado, que a su criterio permitirá construir con "esperanza" un "país federal". En tanto, Llambías se mostró dispuesto a participar de una eventual reunión con la mandataria Cristina Kirchner tras el resultado en el Senado contra el proyecto de las retenciones.

Patriota. "Ojalá que sea buscando soluciones", expresó Llambías. El titular de CRA llamó a "buscar soluciones" y un "proyecto consensuado" con la suma de todas las propuestas presentadas en el Congreso. Añadió: "Creo que Cobos se comportó como un patriota".

"Tenemos que trabajar para terminar con la pobreza y la indigencia. Queremos que se reactive el país, tenemos la tecnología y la fuerza para hacerlo", sostuvo Llambías en un improvisado discurso sobre el escenario, donde fueron colocadas las imágenes de las vírgenes de Luján e Itatí.

La Nación

the adventure

Hey oh, here I am.
And here we go...
Life’s waiting to begin.

say ANYTHING

Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers.
But I don't want that, no not for you...
If you just stay with me we can make it through.
So here we are again the same old argument...
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again? Laugh like you did back when
we'd make noise 'til 3 am, and the neighbors would complain.

dont go. stay here forever.

She looks like the real thing,
she tastes like the real thing,
my fake plastic love.

(every good and bad idea has to start somewhere).

chess

creo que todos vamos a contramano. si fueramos en la dirección correcta, sería todo mucho más fácil, y tan aburrido. uno tiene que ir en contramano justamente para chocarse, aprender, volver a chocarse, esquivar obstaculos(?) y cientos de cosas más. además es diver romper las reglas (WTF!?)

mientras tanto este mundo gira y gira sin poderlo detener. y aquí abajo unos cuantos nos manejan como fichas de ajedrez. no soy la clase de idiota que se deja convencer, pero digo la verdad y hasta un ciego lo puede ver. jaja, re colgado. whatever.

Now I'm full of guilt and shame.
I can't point a finger cause there's no one to blame.
So I say I'll never do it again.
But when the sun goes down,
you are my only friend.
I think that I am starting to see,
I have become everything I never wanted to be.
I'm really getting sick of myself,
'cause when I look into the mirror I see somebody else.

blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight.

But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight, and I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight.
For the first time in a long time I can say that I want to try, to get better and overcome each moment.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

me arrepiento de todo. puedo ser TAN imbécil. igual ya es tarde. ¿no?

You may be losing the self-confidence battle now as you remember all those times in your life when your actions fell short of someone's expectations. But instead of obsessing over past failures or disappointments, think about how you can focus your energy now and overcome an obstacle instead of just giving up. If you are having trouble changing your attitude, don't be afraid to ask your friends for the help you need.
maldita necesidad de leer el horóscopo a diario.

iba a poner una canción... mejor no la pongo nada.

Shoot To Thrill

Shoot to thrill, play to kill; I got my gun at the ready, gonna fire at will.

(feliz cumpleaños ♥).
te juro que me encantaría escribir tantisimo más, sobre como no me acuerdo cuando, ni como te conocí, por qué me copé tanto con Caiga, como de casualidad encontré la R&P, la música que me hiciste escuchar, como me adiccioné a leer sobre vos, comprar libros y revistas, seguir lo que hacías, los programas, el negocio de Cuatro Cabezas, los personajes mediáticos que tenés en contra y bardean, como me hiciste darme cuenta de la basura que hay dando vuelta en la caja boba, el fanatismo por el winning y los videojuegos, las ganas de ir a gral. madariaga jaja, AC/DC papaaa ♥, los Foo Fighters, Offspring, Green Day (lo viejo), el humor ácido & sarcasmo. transgresor/rebelde, inteligente, rápido, audaz. capo master que creas formatos, vendes formatos, compras uno increíble como fue El Gen Argentino, vendes tu empresa. lo que me ayudaste con ciertas cuestiones, y que nunca comenté (no está en mi naturaleza hablar de lo que me pasa), y vos con tus experiencias y comentarios (& cierto discurso que dijiste el año pasado y dejé escrito en algun blog). todo lo que hiciste, aunque tuviste a tu viejo en contra desde un principio, alguien que siempre te desmoralice, y mirá lo que lograste! mira lo que lograste lpm! hoy sos mi ídolo Mario Daniel, ¿podré hacer algo importante alguna vez? mi padre no estuvo para decirme que nunca iba a lograr nada, pero no estuvo, ¿será lo mismo? jaja

se que hay mil millones de cosas más para decir, que está mal redactado, que repito miles de palabras, que probablemente en muchas partes pierda sentido, y no me importa. hoy no era el mejor día. hoy no pude parar un ratito y pensar es el cumpleaños de mi ídolo, uno de mis modelos a seguir. no tuve tiempo de nada (sigo sin tiempo). pero bueno, tal vez en algun otro momento pueda hacerlo bien. escribí lo básico, lo poco que se me viene a la mente, dado el quilombo mental y breakdown emocional que me agarró hoy. no podías faltar. no podía dejar de escribir de vos, genio. porque sinceramente, sos una de las mejores cosas que tengo ahora. la semana se me pasa más rápido por el simple hecho de contar los días para ver Caiga, me emociono con cada feriado porque tengo 4 horas de reirme con todos los comentarios que hacen en la radio, porque puedo buscar las noticias, fotos, info y demás, porque puedo actualizar el blog con las novedades, y por la música tremenda que me haces escuchar siempre. porque el 25 de octubre del 2007 te pude ver y me saludaste, y porque quiero volver a ir, e incluso estar en Caiga.

por todo eso y mucho, muchísimo más-.

muy feliz cumpleaños Mario Daniel.

probablemente sea un futuro arrepentimiento, pero ya nada importa demasiado II

¿volví a esa etapa? no quiero, no quiero. ¿donde quedó todas esas cosas buenas que iba a tratar de utilizar en mi día a día, para intentar que esto mejore, que había encontrado en tantas personas increíbles?¿cómo me puedo olvidar tan rápido de las cosas? (como no hacerlo).

PARA MI TE MORISTE.

pts.of.athrty

You take away if I give in
My life, my pride, is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
You have to act like you're someone
You want someone to hurt like you
You wanna share what you've been through
(You live what you've learned)

(i miss those days...)

i don't make friends easily.

- I don't... make friends easily. I'm awkward and I'm bad at small talk and I generally don't like people I don't know, but... I made friends with you.

...pero si queres alejarte, y enojarte por una pelotudez mayúscula, es tu problema. supongo que tengo demasiado orgullo para ir a disculparme por algo así; o tal vez no creo haber hecho nada malo. te dije lo que me pareció, y fue la única manera que encontré, no creo que .. nada, que justificaciones tengo que andar dando. CHAU.

estoy oficialmente harta de todos, de todo. me quiero ir, nuevos aires, buenos aires. y se que no voy a poder, que estoy condenada a quedarme acá más tiempo, no se cuanto. no quiero.

listo. lo dije.

still haven't figure it out.

i'm gonna try to do things right; & better.


On the other hand, more data probably won't change your mind. You already know what to do, so do it now.

things have changed

i need a change immediately. i can't keep like this. i wish i were different.

Reestablishing your grip on reality is your highest priority today, for you might have let things slip a bit in the past couple of days. But don't fall into your old routines just because they offer a high level of comfort. Try doing things in new ways. Seek different paths toward a familiar goal. Anything that demands your full attention can help bring you back to the here and now.

I'm the only one to blame.

i miss those long conversations, you know?
i guess they're right..., time changes.
i miss you.

invisible.

She's got her jaws now locked down in a smile
But nothing is all right, all right.

- the best part of believe is the lie.

It's time for us to take chance, it's time for us!

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay

Foto enviada por el ganador del concurso Panic at the disco con el siguiente texto:
"Mario escribo para agradecer a todos los que hicieron posible mi viaje a las vegas, a eduardo por haber sacado mi carta, a vos por la buena onda, a la gente de Warner (especialmente a Marcos y Carolina) a olmedo por bancarme durante el recital, y en general a todos los que hayan tenido algo que ver con esta promocion, la pase demasiado bien, saludos..."
Diego de Miguel.
P.D: Con respecto al recital fue impresionante, Panic es una banda que dice mucho mas en vivo de lo que uno podria juzgar a priori, y las bandas teloneras (Phantom Planet, The Hush Sound y Motion City Soundtrack) completaron un show de puta madre en un teatro que no se puede entender que este adentro de un casino.

recíen acabo de ver el mail que mandó. NO PUEDO CREER LA SUERTE QUE TIENEEE, las bandas que viooo, LAS BANDASSSSSS
sandukakudas motion city *hearts*, the hush souuund! ** phantom planeeet ♥
y que sea tan agradecido el flaco ahbads se lo debe re merecer

y la foto. justo que quería subir de ellos. y que bien hablaron de ellos, & entrevistaron a brendon & ryan es el gracioso en el escenario
y tocaron en el mismo lugar que yellowcard el año pasado
y digo mucho 'y', whatever. yy no se. colapso. me voy a actualizar el blog e.e

a thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

¿te acordás cuando todavía te importaba el mundo? (y por mundo me refiero a la gente que lo habita).
cuando ibas en auto y mirabas por la ventanilla; buscabas gente e imaginabas que estarían pensando.
& como hace poco tiempo te recordaron que ya no lo haces. que ahora esquivas todas las miradas, evitas a la gente. cómo ya no te importa lo que pase a tu alrededor (que egoísta se puede llegar a ser), pero te importa lo que pasa en el mundo. bastante contradictorio (para variar, siempre lo mismo con vos). que triste cuando pasa eso. que triste cuando te lo hacen ver.

i dont want to be

Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world. Maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you.

Someone trying to find their way.
Someone trying to find their place.
Someone trying to find their self.

Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied or barley getting by... but that feeling’s a lie. And if you just hold on just find the courage to face it all for another day someone, or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there... and that someone will find you.

home-house

returning can take you to pieces.
but home is an idea, not a place.

te voy a citar el resto de mis días silly boy youre just dying to be tragic.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BASTARD!

James Hugh Calum Laurie, 49 years.
bskjdads freaking genius ♥ (you DO have side-effects).

nohartandsole

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

you make my day ♥

keep it like that

It changes who you are. Alters your molecules. And one day you wake up, and you look in the mirror... and you don't recognise you anymore. Because you believed them. They win, you lose. You wanna cry 'please leave me alone' but nobody's listening. Because nobody cares.

i am one of those melodramatic fools

& tal vez todo esto sea gracias a vos...

I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go.

No man is an island.

then why am i feeling like this?

And when it rains, will you always find an escape?
Just running away from all of the ones who love you; from everything.

tengo ganas de no estar.
y no tengo ganas de nada.

When winning looks like losing and I'm winning every time.

(i can feel it coming. failure is closer than i expected).

i caught fire

omfg, you're the best thing i ever saw, you're probably the closest to heaven i'll ever be.
(i met paradise in your eyes).

In your eyes..
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
[...]

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

this is for real

i won't ask again (if that's what you really want).

*

what an awkward situation this morning!
whatever, sometimes is better an acquaintance than someone closer. (if you knew how helpful you were today). but, i can't deny it, really strange.
he even read my notebook!

sweaterrr!

dont say a word

don't you miss those days?

mixtape

quit crying your eyes out, quit crying your eyes out baby, come on. isn't there something familiar about me? the past is only the future with the lights on, quit crying your eyes out baby.
Seriously, i’m done. This is the part where i push everything away, when i give up on everybody (or just anyone) & i give a fuck about everything. Simple like that (and you better keep it that way).
How was it that thing Pete said? ‘there is something about this that makes the small failures seem ok’. Failures everywhere. I shouldn’t be bothered ‘cause this thing is over, but still... i can’t get over it. & every single song reminds me of somthing, a failure (you said we were an accident)
I miss you! I need you so bad right now. Cause i’m sure i can’t count with anyone at the moment. Trust me, trust nobody. // once again i’m the one who ends up alone (not like everyone else). & it’s not fair (or maybe it is), isn’t? So i got nothing left that making this, on my own, by myself, even if it kills me.

bite me

The clever ... Sun is in your 10th House of Vocation this month and although you may be in the spotlight, it might feel awkward. You are becoming painfully aware of the personal sacrifices needed in order to keep the lights shining on your career path. Think about your limits and decide what you're willing to forgo to have financial security and professional success.

i'm gonna make it, you can bet on that! -

capital Z

aparentemente estoy haciendo todo MAL,

y sin embargo está todo en orden.


ayayay, ese extraño equilibrio universal del que tanto hablamos...

another addition to the equation

there is so much to tell
but i cant keep my eyes open

whats wrong with me?
i still cant figure it out

but im gonna make it,
even if it kills me

where is my mind?
& lost in space.

you cant take it, its way too much for you, or anyone (if it really matters).
[...]

.I could be an accident but I'm still trying -

just like heaven

I guess I can't run away from you.

& there's no another place I'd rather be.
'cause the scene was simply amazing.
Maybe tonight we can forget about it all
i had lost that feeling (ty), & recovering it was awesome.
deceivers.

this could be so good again...
saturday night, the whole night was great.
(it could be just like heaven)

- my f. paradise

day-dreaming

i was waiting for you. some kind of signal, or something. i just needed to hear from you.
& suddenly you appeared. i swear you made my day.
just like that. keep it simple.

(i need this more than you know).

SOS to the world.

she's pissed at everyone.

so lost (and reading you is not making it any better)

say whatever you want, i'm gonna try not to hear you.
whatever they say i am, that's what i'm not

uno creería que ya se había acabado, pero parece que no (y cierta pregunta que se hace Joel vuelve a mi cabeza).
se supone que uno avance no que se quede estancado!
sí y no.
no se.
sin embargo, todo esta tan bien. es como un balance medio bizarro.

benjamín.
no quiero volver a lo de antes
i refuse, i refuse, i refuse
move on, lets try!
(i'm not making any sense, i know)

help me.

the future...

and now i should stop thinking about it...

is now;

what i've done

you can’t change what you've done, but you can choose who you'll become.
(making the difference).

you wouldn't understand anyway

"Creo que después de todo siempre creí lo que quise creer".

y esta vez las palabras se las robo
a mi divina amiga Lu-.

so sick,

entre dudas y explicaciones inútiles.

sickgirl! × I'll Attack! dice:
salí con unos amigos, y la espontaneidad del plan fue lo que más me emocionó jaja. no se, estoy como alejada de todo ultimamente, medio autista, lo único que me importa es el cole y ni siquiera me importa tanto.


& some things shouldn't happen. not to good people.
it's not fair.
damn thief!

- (neutral).

howyouremindme

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do.
And it must have been so bad
'cause living with me must have damn near killed you.
And this is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, Are we having fun yet?
yet, yet, yet, no no

(I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling)

Any place is Better

You got a fast car,
I want a ticket to anywhere.
Maybe we make a deal,
maybe together we can get somewhere.

2x4

porque todo lo de la otra noche re dio
pensé que no iba a ser grandioso porque el comienzo fue.. raro(¿?)
pero no, queer as folk (versión yanqui) es geniaaal ** tanto me iba a copar jaja, ahora me quiero bajar los caps(?)
y dps.. nada, el resto de la noche, fue increíble. los brindis y demás e.e

I wanna take you away
Let's escape into the music, DJ let it play

no se, todo RE dio!
intentar bailar tango o vals con E jaja, yy
OMFG
oh my
f.
yeah suckers!
♥.♥

oh por dios, y volver con la pobre sky por alsina, dps de acompañar a alguien a tomar un taxi. tomar agua & coke mientras nos poníamos al día con ciertos temas (leave the past in the past).
hablar hasta las 6.39 y chatear otro rato, dormir hasta las 9.41, my cousin's bday, y el fanático de mi primo biker.

bueno basta,
quiero más salidas así.

quiero irme, porque llego tarde, ja.

a lil advice

eh!, tenes que vivir, vivir siempre todo el tiempo cada segundo, cada minutos, cada hora, cada día. TODO. cada detalle valorarlo cada vez más , y te va llenando de poquito ese vacío. Y la cabeza se libera, se liberaa y sentis que flotas
eh!, EN SERIO.

y bueno. será cuestión de intentar again. quiero volver a lo de antes (oh yeah).

se viene la gran entrada gran (se hacía la misteriosa), si es que algún día vuelvo a sentarme a transcribir lo del cuaderno, ja.

i could write it

...better than you ever felt it.